so even after last weekend’s debauchery with pizza dough and all things mozzarella i have been able to-turn the beat around-gloria estafan style, and pony up on clean eating again.
although i’m sad to report, my celery-in-smoothie affection no longer holds court. i like my greens, but mr. celery is a bit too verdant, and “is that miracle-gro with my banana” for this girl’s i’ll-have-whipped-cream-with-my-gummi-bears taste buds.Â
pretty please?
all week, i’ve been dreaming in the past. not nightmares really, but returning to times ago best left behind. rear-view mirrors can be dangerous if you forget to see the oncoming traffic ahead. i prefer the occasional glances back which help me stay grounded on my current road.
i’m paying attention to these visits to the past, but i’m keeping them there:
in the past.Â
today’s “work” actually feels easy. there ISÂ always a loving perspective; especially for others. even my so-called worst enemies {that sounds so lame} maybe some terrorist overseas i guess? even someone like that, i can always cultivate major love and warmth for. truly.
it’s the self-kindness that sucks. aaah! the doubt. the unworthiness that creeps into almost everything i do or say.
trying to treat ‘that’ with love is definitely my battle. my albatross. my peanut butter jar in the pantry.Â
talk about a wednesday confessional to you m’loves. how many “our fathers” and “hail mary’s” shall i say?
love,
katie
all photos from my instagram.